Its always raining in Portland Chapter One Juan thought he heard her say, "I love you!" as he walked away, but he wasn't sure. He could hear his screaming heart beating and feel his blood pumping throughout his body. Was it her voice, his blood, or the rain? It was windy It was cold. It was raining hard He was under grey skies. They both shuffled away in opposite directions carrying withdrawn dreams turned to cash. The air between them cold and wet. He walked from the ATM to the bus stop. Tears filled his eyes and he kept wiping them with the sleeve of his black Independent trucks hoodie. "Fuck, it’s always freezing here!" Juan thought to himself as he walked down the street. He had two thermals on under his shirt and hoody, denim pants and a black Dogtown beanie on. Oregon/Washington winters were still something hard for him. Even after 10 years. His fingers reached to make sure he...